.. .: :: Francesca's delirium :: :. ..

Ok. My dear Ale "queen" Izumi is right.
I'll try to avoid complaining! There are many nice things I can write about.
First off, I bought 2 DVDs for Xmas: The Princess Bride (with sexy Cary Elwes!!!),for me and A walk in the clouds (with sexy Keanu Reeves!!!) for my sister.
Also, I got an unexpected email from Leila which made me so happy!
Needless to say, thanks to my dear friends always commenting this blog...Love you all!
Calitoe many kisses to you!!!
And now...
BIG NEWS!
Izumi, Cecilia, Paola and fans of Garasu no Kamen, it IS OFFICIAL!!!
Garasu no Kamen v.42 published on December 16th 2004!Click here and ENJOY!
(ATTENTION! There may be spoilers!)....
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AYAKO and MASASUMI arigatou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy? I wish.
My friends keep telling me to enjoy this spare time because I will miss it when I start working. But they work already. It's easy tell huh? I bet they were more worried and stressed than me until they found a job. I think I long for spare time more than the average, but it's 9 months I've graduated and it's 9 months my father hasn't stopped insulting me 24/7. I do hate engineers. And I do hate my feebleness. I chose a faculty I didn't like because I wanted him to be proud of me, but he will never be proud of me. I realized it too late. And now I am looking for a job I won't like. Mmmh it's disgusting to self-pity in a blog, sorry. My mood isn't getting better and until I decide to close this blog I try to post... At least twice a month ^_^
I'm trying to stay away from my computer, but I have to admit that it is my life now more than ever. I'm slowly answering the tons of emails, working at webpages a little, looking for job offers as usual. I haven't done much else. Oh, but I always help my mum with cooking, laying the table and so on. My father retired from work, my brother is looking for an other job, but it seems that the only ones who must do the house work are my mother (who works) and I. no comment.
I try to visit my teacher once a week, hoping she can help me to find at least a stage.
I am spending almost all the evenings at home at my computer (what a creep!), I haven't been to a cinema for ages and I haven't seen many movies on the TV. I remember just one movie I've seen in two weeks: Kissing Jessica Stein. So-so, I expected something better. Maybe this is my problem. I often expect something better. I expected something better from life. I hope I'll recover from this daydreamer-disease sooner or later. Better if sooner.
My home is worse than hell. My parents have discussions every day! Thanks God I subscribed to the gym and to the theatre -> the last show I've been to (La vedova scaltra by Carlo Goldoni) was really entertaining.
That's all folks. Even if I am unemployed, I hate Mondays.

Sorry guys, I do not feel like posting that much.
I will get back to you soon I hope. Thanks for your visits Paola, Izumi, Cecilia, Herm, Alice, Calitoe and Iva.
I have a lot of emails to answer and I am slowly updating my sites. Please don't ask me how it is possible, but I don't find the time to do anything. I am posting this message at 1 a.m.! I think I will have health problems if I don't give up spending the nights at the computer.

Well, anyway...

I have spent a few unforgettable days for the 50th anniversary of the return of Trieste to Italy (1954 - 2004). In case you are interested, you can see my favorite photos (taken by me, obviously) in my website. In case you're not interested, please shut up and do not write me stupid comments (sorry I am fed up with idiots who always talk about politics but know less than me about it).

November is a special month. Well, October is more special for me :)
Anyway, many friends have their birthdays in this month...
Happy birthday in delay or in advance to: Silvia, Calitoe, Masumi Hayami, Paola, Maria Cristina B, Nicoletta, Maria Cristina Q, my mum, Go. I hope I didn't miss anyone. In case, feel free to complain! ^_^

Needless to say, there is a list of books I want to read but I haven't even opened one.
I haven't even seen many movies... A short list:
*Catch me if you can starring Leonardo di Caprio. I simply loved it. I don't like Di Caprio, but he did a good job!
*Moll Flanders. Nice. I want to read the book. It is on my desk. Closed.
*Anna and the King. I've seen it for the nth time. I want the DVD. I love Jodie Foster and Yun-Fat Chow and the movie itself.
*The Green Mile. Again, it's the nth time I've seen it. Touching, and involving. I will never be fed up with watching it.

I'm a little sad because tomorrow the last 2 episodes of CSI Miami for this season wil be broadcasted. Horatio I will miss you ^_^ I will not watch CSI New York. I don't like Gary Sinise, sorry Cecilia. Oh well, maybe it's a good thing, as I will have one less addiction!

Tomorrow I will look for the 38th volume of Garasu no Kamen. I've already called the manga shop on Wednesday, and I have already been there on Tuesday morning and then in the afternoon. I am so impatient! Tomorrow I will try again. Oh my, I am a hopeless addict.
I bought the 1st number of 3x3 Eyes for my brother, but I haven't read it yet.

Well, that's all. Have a nice nice weekend. Kisses and hugs to whoever reads this post!

PS. Orfeo: congratulations for your graduation! I am sorry I called you in the wrong day ^_^ One day I'll visit you, you bet! (This is a threat...)

Aah finally I changed the text colors and now (sorry Cecilia) I almost like this layout :)

I am sorry for the people who are waiting an email from me.. Please be patient. Until November 4th I'll spend my time celebrating the 50th anniversary of the return of Trieste to Italy (more info? Click here and here).
I'm not even thinking about my unemployed status at the moment. Please let me dream for a few more days. After those days, I'll remember that I graduated in February and I am still at home °_°

I got some lovely delayed birthday present!
2 presents were expected (and very appreciated):
Thanks Anna and Yasuko, I love your gifts and I'm so lucky to be your friend.
I also got 2 gifts I didn't expect:
*A yummy Viggo Mortensen calendar by Cecilia *_*
*A lovely greeting card + magnetic clip + friendship card by Peir Juan... I haven't heard from her for ages, I hope we'll not lose contact! Thank you my friend (Please forgive me, I'll never learn how to spell correctly your name ç_ç)

Movies? Books? Mmh, I don't remember. I haven't done much actually.
I saw the first show at the theatre: King Lear. Wonderful.
Movies in TV: How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. Simply disgusting.
Books: I'm still trying to finish Genji Monogatari. I have to give it back to my teacher sooner or later. I borrowed her that book many months ago. I only read 300 of 1000 pages *_*
Cinema: I hope I'll manage to watch Hero with my sister in a few days.

Needless to say, I'm eating too much. Too many birthdays, too many sweets and delicious fruits in this season. On Saturday I went to the Greek restaurant with Anna, Elisa and many other people. I couldn't eat the dessert because I was...bursting! It is very rare that I don't have the dessert. I AM really eating too much. Poor me ç_ç Xmas time will not help me ^_^