.. .: :: Francesca's delirium :: :. ..

It's definitely time to post a message here.
I don't want to abandon this blog completely! I miss it so much... And I do love the layout *LOL*

I could never imagine that I could be so tired in the evening that I can't even write emails, draw, update my site as often as I used to... I realized that my body has got some limits... Oh no! Am I getting too old? *_*

This is a special day...it's one year I've graduated! And I am working for free after a long time at home (which I already miss a little hehehe)... Do not worry, I will overcome depression...To tell the truth, I am unbelievably full of hopes and whishes for the future...After all, my future has still to been built! I have several projects and I have more energies than what I expected! Probably I am just getting mad °_°

Anyway, I am planning to apply for a work experience, which is more or less the latest legal way to exploit people: I work either full time or part time, my boss doesn't pay me but I get my salary from the European Fund (300 euro a month for a part time, 600 euro for a full time). I will never get independance with those money, but since I don't have a single cent in my pocket, I pray every day that I'll manage to get them! But I have to wait for March to apply for a work experience. I will do my best. And I hope my parents will stop complaining!

Since today, I even started teaching a friend of my mother's to use Windows Explorer and look for documents in internet. It's MUCH harder than what I expected, believe me! She wants me to go at least until next spring! So, I will work almost every Saturday afternoon...
I haven't asked her for money yet, but she wants to pay me. Honestly, I am fed up of working for free, so I will ask to some friends how much they get for a private lesson. My father doesn't want me to be paid, but honestly I have made free lessons and translations for my friends, and this woman is a friend of my mother's, not mine. Also, I only have the weekends off, and Saturday afternoon it's hard to work for me!!! Anyway believe me, she wants to pay me. Some time ago, she asked my brother and me to look for several scientific documents in the net, and since we didn't want to be paid, she made both of us a nice present for our birthdays (something we asked). So I am sure I will be paid. I am just annoyed by my father. Anything I do is wrong. I think he's happiest when he reprimands me. But this time I will not care about his words. My Saturdays are precious, so I will get the money ^_^

Movies I have seen recently? Let's see:

Unconditional Love starring Rupert Everett and Kathy Bates. I LOVE it!! Wonderful, funny, great!!!

28 days starring Viggo Mortensen and Sandra Bullock. I would have watched it even just for the actors. The movie is great! It's just a pity that our heroine didn't take advantage of a perfect-bodied sex-addict Viggo!!!! Oops sorry I couldn't help thinking that!

Alex and Emma starring Luke Wilson and Kate Hudson. I expected much more. So-so.

Unluckily, I haven't been to the cinema for ages. I missed many movies I wanted to see :(

Thanks God I have my subscription to the theatre! I truly adored some plays I have seen recently, especially:

Il Bugiardo written by Carlo Goldoni directed and performed by the divine Glauco Mauri

Petits Crimes Conjugaux written by Eric Emmanuel Schmitt and performed by Andrea Jonasson and Gianpiero Bianchi.
I definitely love this author. Last year I watched Volpone, written by Schmitt and performed by Glauco Mauri's company.
He also wrote Monsieur Ibrahim et les fleurs du Coran, which I missed but which I MUST see as soon as possible. I already know I will love it. This man must be a genius! I want to know other works of his!!!!

Ok. Time to say good night!
I need to take some rest though my head is full of ideas and projects, I have many fanlistings to update, many emails to write, many things to do, many wishes to make ^_^
The incredible thing is that I even joined a Italian Garasu no Kamen spoiler forum. It would be too long to explain how I met the girls thanks to their website, and then I joined the forum. They are friendly, nice and as crazy as me. I love their energy, even if it's hard for me to read all their posts (almost 10 pages of posts every day!). They promised me they won't tell me spoilers, or at least they will add warnings so that I can be protected ^_^ The reason is that they have already talked about spoilers for months, and now they talk about fanart, fanfictions and nice links, and also some off-topics. Well, I'll try to make a visit to them before going to bed.
I am sorry at the beginning we had not a nice meeting, because of certain copyright problems, but I hope the webmistress will not be angry with me and that she will understand. ^_^

Kisses to the all my friends:
...good old friends like Leila, Masasumi, Kate, Paola, Izumi, Cecilia, Shari (I don't write all your names because I do not know who visits me here)
...but also the new entries:
LaLe, Haru-chan, Ali-ko, Tatjanì, Valinor, Namie, Ardelia, HaruNi, Cramen, Signorina Z,and the ones whose name I can't remember now... You're very funny girls!!!

A big hug to all the visitors!

Garasu no Kamen n.41 will be out next week! I am DYING to get it!!!!!