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Francesca
October 13th 1978
libra / earth horse
Trieste, Italy
London, UK
24/7 daydreamer
sweet teeth
pathologically shy
hopeless romantic
fond of art
desperately sincere
originality lover
looking for self-esteem
definitely confused
poet of colours
restless creative
seriously crazy
constantly moody
1% sense 99% sensibility
lonely soul
fan of crowds
silence worshipper
music addict
simply complicated

FAVOURITE...

Colour:: orange
Number:: 13
Job:: web designer
Hobby:: drawing
Books:: Jane Eyre (C. Bronte)
Village of Stone (Xiaolu)
Manga:: Glass no Kamen (Suzue Miuchi)
Versailles no Bara (Riyoko Ikeda)
Movie:: Lady Hawke
While you were sleeping...
BBC Drama:: Pride and Prejudice (1995)
Animation:: Anastasia
Painter:: Caravaggio
Kind of music:: almost all
Composer:: Tchaikovski
Stone:: opal
Flower:: purple rose
Environment:: seaside
Food:: Italian :)
Fruit:: strawberry
watermelon
Vegetables:: carrots
aubergines
parsnips
Tea:: lemon & ginger
peppermint

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MY NAME

The name of Francesca gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature.

.. .: :: Francesca's delirium :: :. ..

(Oh, no! And she claims she is a web designer!)

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Positive Promises

"Don't cry 'cause it's over. Smile 'cause it happened."
...They say.

Wish I was able to do that.
Honestly I would have prefered some things had never happened.
I hate looking back and seeing that I was completely blind.
"...And I hate when things are over, when so much is left undone..."

Well, the positive thing of hitting the ground is that it might be easier to start again.
So once again, I want to try to fight against self-pitying, eating disorders and depression.
I want to be REALLY convinced that the glass is half-full, not half-empty.
I want to remember more often that the list of people I am happy to know is MUCH longer than the list of people I wish I had never heard of.
I want to go on believing that it is never too late.
I want to find interest again in things I used to love.
I want to learn to forgive completely people who hurt me.
I want to be happy for what I have.
I want to take more care of myself.
I want to concentrate on my stage and on my future.
I want to find some time to make drawings again.
And I want to keep this blog online, even if I don't update it often.
After all, I really like this layout.

Well, I am working on it.
It's very hard, but this is the only right direction, I am sure about it :)
Special thanks to my beloved Aliko (whom I met recently for the 2nd time) and Cecilia (whom I will meet soon again, hopefully). And to Leila, Kate and Paola, whom I have never met, but who know me very well. Oh! And how can I forget Go, who is the longest-term male penpal of mine (and after him, I must remember the busy Mr.X!!!). Strange but true, both are the most patient men I have ever met :)

I love being grateful to someone :)

Soundtrack of the weekend:
1. B'z. I didn't know J-pop could be so great :)
2. Tchaikovsy. Forever my number 1 in classical music!
3. Negramaro. I adore them to distraction!!!
4. The following song came up to my mind suddendly.
I used to love it when I was younger. Please read the lyrics. I truly love it.
Warning!!!Atheists might not like it.

Ace of Base - Ravine

Have you heard, have you heard?
About this girl who was ripped up by her roots
Have you heard, what she learned?
Like humility - you win when you lose
I have learned, I have learned
The most horrifying nights have an end
I was hurt, I was lost
In the dark I found a way to a friend

I am standing here in my ravine
Once again I see a piece of the sky
And my joy'll never be denied
'Cause I was meant to be here -
The only place on earth
Where you are near, where you are near

Was a flower, was so frail
And I let the trees grow wild around me
Grew so high, hid the sky
Shaded everything I needed to see
Then one night, someone came
Took a knife and ripped me up by my roots
Tossed astray, far away
In the darkest night, I started to pray

I am standing...

Why do you, why do you ask?
Why I'm not blaming my God?
I'll tell you, I'll tell you what
He was the only one there

I am standing...

Ps. Shari be strong. Things can always get better, but also worse.

# *Happysmile* came to Earth for a visit on 10:04 PM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Hiatus

Sorry, I am fed up with this blog and until I decide what to do with it I will not post here any longer.

# *Happysmile* came to Earth for a visit on 9:45 AM
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