.. .: :: Francesca's delirium :: :. ..

Well, the nightmare is over. I had that interview and the stage is just something I can add to my CV. And well, I have learnt something after all ^_^
The boss tried to damage me till the last moment, since he gave me not good marks, but at the end he was examinated instead of me: they wanted to know why he gave me those marks! Stupid man! Hahaha! And he is a coward, so he couldn't say too bad things: I was there!!!
At the end, I didn't even watch him in his eyes, and I went away just saying: bye bye.
Well, I could write a book about this whole experience, but now that a lot of stress (though not all) is gone I feel extremely tired and sad. Sad, because I believed in this project so much, because I spent almost one year that way, because I don't understand why my boss acts as if I did something bad to him... Tired because I'm back to my boring and frustrating job search...
But well, tomorrow is an other day!!! I want to sleep decently in the weekend, and try to relax even if my father reminds me every day that I am useless.
I will survive, I promised myself :)

And then, I want to organize my stay in London. I want to go there for 3 months, and if I enjoy it maybe 6 months. Not that I think I will live there forever, but I need a shocking experience to wake up a little. Just a little, because I am a hopeless daydreamer ^_^

Well, time to flip page!

I have to thank those who supported me, especially Angela who sent me some encouraging SMS' (we definitely have to meet! Hope you're not shocked by the speed at which I talk!!! Usually people are ^_^) and my sweet mum, who will never read this blog since she doesn't understand English and she can hardly switch a computer on ^_^
My mum drove me to the place where I had the interview, she brought some tests to correct (she is a teacher) and she waited for me in the car! Then she drove me back home, so that I could go to the gym to release some stress!
I know she had to make an effort to do that, because she is extremely lazy and in the afternoon she always stays at home... But, well she definitely loves me even after all ^_^ Sometimes I feel I am luckier than what I usually think. ^_^

How have I spent the last 2 terrible months?
Well, I found many ways to enjoy them hehehe

First, I wanted to be a web designer more than ever in my last days as a web designer. Then, after writing all the synopses of Garasu no Kamen for my site, I mantained all my sites, cleaning the html code and making some adjustments. I even worked at my old personal site, and I make some improvements to my fanlistings. I created a new layout for the Oniisamae and Orpheus no Mado fanlistings, and a new home page for the Garasu no Kamen fanlisting. And I reorganized the most of them.
And now I am working at my beloved Garasu no Kamen site.
I hope I will update the Orpheus no Mado site as soon, but this doesn't depend on me *whistles*

Then, I am still reading Les Miserables, which I love, except in the too historical parts. As far as manga, I have finally read the last volume of Ace wo nerae! which was extremely disappointing, I still have to read the last 7 volumes of Ashita no Joe, and I am loving Kagen no Tsuki by Ai Yazawa. I simply adore it! The only problem is, why am I reading only sad stories? I need something funny to cheer up ^_^
Oh, I am reading Anatolia Story which is far from being a masterpiece but it is rather pleasant. Anyway I don't know if it is worth buying, it is too long! This month volume 15 will be out, and the whole set consists of 28! *_*
Unluckily the volumes of Suzue Miuchi - Best works are only 11, and the last one will be out in June... After that, I will be more obsessed by a certain 43rd volume which hasn't been written yet ç_ç
And by a certain Drama Special Ending which hasn't been subbed yet ç_ç

What else? When I have some time I visit Stage Storm Forum which a really nice place where there are lovely people :)
Finally, I hope the weather gets warmer, since I am dying to go to the seaside!!! I need it!!!

Have a nice weekend all!